Seriously…
I need to know who the fuck you really are.. I can’t bare to not truly know you. It kills me to meet the fake mask of who you think you should be. Really.. it makes me yearn for you so deeply I think I’ll die of sadness not to know you.
Let’s radically open up and share the unique color of light that wants to radiate through us and let’s enlighten the world.
How can we meet, if not in radical honesty. I mean, what does it mean “to meet”? What does intimacy mean to you? Is it the emptiness of two bodies rubbing against each other as we are caught up in our heads worrying about the size of our **** and the smell of our ***??
How can we get intimate, if we are not radically open? How can we call anything intimacy if we do not KNOW OURSELVES.
Temet Nosce. To know yourself.
This is your one and only true task in this life.
To know yourself AS LOVE.
To know God.
To know your unique expression of God (as my awesome teacher Marc Gafni puts it)
I want to meet YOU. Let’s do it this year. Let’s find out who we truly are and let’s manifest our beauty in the world.
What does it mean to truly be yourself? It means to die. It means to let your identity of who you think you are die. It means to face the darkness. To face the emptiness of being nothing. Because only from the purity of darkness true light is born.
This is what has been my journey for the past few months. I died in the arms of the Beloved.
Some of you were worried about my last mail about being in the darkness of Midwinter. Let me reflect to those of you, that you were only worried about yourself. You weren’t fearing for me, you were fearing the darkness in you. Avoidance. Dancing around the void. You are running away from yourself, hiding, being busy, pretending to be happy as we both know you’re not. You are not TRULY intensely at HOME. You are feeling lost and yearning for home.
This is an invitation my love. To come HOME.
I wouldn’t want to meet you any other way than in the radical nakedness of divine intimacy.
Do you dare to travel with me into the unknown and awaken to your unique self?
Let’s do it now. There is a need in the world, waiting for your answer. This is your calling.
Come Home to Your Unique Self.
Amen.
Mooi gezegd.
Thuis komen bij jezelf is ook een plek zonder gedachten, zonder verleden, zonder toekomst. Al die gedachten zijn verhalen die iets van jezelf omschrijven, of die nu door een ander op je zijn geplakt of door jezelf. Maar die gedachten zijn niet wie je bent, het zijn alleen de selectieve omschrijvingen. Wie je bent is iets zonder gedachten. De naakte waarheid inderdaad.
Ben zelf op die reis uit mij eigen gesloten ik, vol gedachten over wie ik denk te zijn. Dit soort boodschappen sterken me, dank daarvoor.
9 months trying to get out. Rest of your life trying to get back home!